Tuesday, January 31, 2006

StArBuCkS..

i love chocolate.. and i love all those who serve great chocolate, and chocolate products =)
the best day comes after a morning that you spent sipping hotchocolate with your best friend ;)
the best night start with a great bite of a BIG chocolate coin " i still think it could get bigger, and therefore, better :D "

Finally.. Free..

I'm Finally free :D
i have been asking for a week off since for ever.. i finally got it..



Monday, January 30, 2006

Endlessly

everything is going non stop..
i can write endlessly.. all nonsense.. only i understand.. some of the times ofcourse..
what are words?? does they reflect what you wanna say??
sometimes i think that words are everything.. sometimes they seem helpless.. just like me..
i write.. and i write.. and i write...
i write things i wanna get out of me.. i write things i wanna say, but can't..
i write.. and after a while.. i feel like words are becoming meaningless shapes..empty shapes..
and for a second there.. i think.. why do i even bother.. but i can't help it..
i just go on..writing..endlessly..


Sunday, January 29, 2006

Each Single Moment..

I'm starting to notice that I look at my watch too often.. I don't know why..
and each time I look , I don't see what I expect.. time is either moving too fast when I really need it to slow… or its moving too slow when I want it to fly…
Nothing seems to go the way I want it lately.. what can I do!! I look at it.. put a smile on my face.. and walk away.. go on with my half empty life.. and this voice in my head keep saying, sometime it will.. sometime..A hot cocoa helps to..


Saturday, January 28, 2006

Break fast

don't you just hate it when you get soooo overwhelmed with work that you don't even get the chance to eat.. not that i eat much :P, but .. I NEED A BREAK!!!
sometimes i'll be setting on my desk finishing "zero-base Budgets" or so.. playing some music that i don't really listen to.. and other colleagues talking endlessly.. i close my eyes for a moment, i try to clear all the noise from my head, and i soooooooooo badly wish that when i open my eyes i'll be somewhere else.. somewhere different.. BUT!! i always open them to find myself in the same place with loads of stuff to finish..

Friday, January 27, 2006

First time blogger


Sleepless nights.. Tired eyes.. and tomorrow is a work day..