i'm dead !!

I'm dead.. I feel dead.. how can I really say that..
or how can anyone as a matter of fact..
cuz unless I died and came back to life again,
how on earth would I know how "being dead" feels like….

Still yet I keep saying it.. I feel dead.. I am dead..

I guess since death is opposite to life.. dead versus alive.. its ok to say it..
When you lose the essence of life.. when your feelings does not match " alive" anymore.. when you lose the interests the things that make you feel alive..
The only thing that you can think of is the opposite.. the only feeling you recognize.. "you think" you recognize.. is dead..

I feel dead.. I am not alive.. I'm dead..

stupid people are all around..

its hard enough being angry, to add dealing with stupid machines...
its hard enough being angry, to add the feeling that you lost the words that meant your feeling..
the re do is never the same.. we are only humans.. at least i think i am..

Version 1.
i've been wanting to write about something.. its more of a question than it is something i want to say... however, i need some good supportive pic's to put with it.. i did not take them yet.. no time..
there are loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots of stupid people in the world.. especially mine.. or its just me..i haaaaaaaate those stupid people who think they are allowed to do certain stuff to people, yet no one else is allowed to it.. especially to them... i hate those stupid people who think they know everything there is to know about some stuff, while they actally don't have the first clue about it..i hate myself when i get angry... i'm fine with being upset.. or depressed.. or even in pain... but i hate me when i'm angry.. anger gives me the strength and well to........... kill..
i need to go away.... far far away....

Version 2.
i've been wanting to write about something for quite sometime now.. its more of a question that i want to ask than something i want to say... but i need to take some photos to support my point.. i'll take them soon.. i hope..
there is lot of stupid people in the world..... especially mine.. i hate those people who think its ok for them to do stuff to people, but no one else is allowed to do them, especially to them.. i hate those who think they know all there is to know about certain thing, when they actually don't have the first clue about it... i hate those stupid people who make me angry.. i hate me when i'm angry..i'm fine with being upset... depressed.. or even in pain... but not angry.. i can't handle anger.... anger gives me the strength, and well to....... kill..
i need to get away... far far away..