national day

isn't it fun the way some people express their sense of nationalism :)

a while ago..

imagine walking on a path.. the path is your life.. you try as hard as you can to make the right decisions.. to take the right turns..

you keep on walking .. day by day..

you face some humps and some bumps on the road.. but you get through.. a hand help you every now and then.. you survive.. and you keep walking.. no matter how bad they hurt your legs.. the pain eventually go away and you might even forget it ever was..

but one day.. your foot get stuck between rocks.. in a small muddy hole.. you struggle to get out as you usually do.. but the more you try the more it hurts.. and sunk deeper..

the mud hole turn to quick sand.. and it start to suck you down.. you gasp for air try to calm down to slow the process.. you squeeze your brains out for a solution but you can't find any.. you try to seek help but people pass by you as if you don't really exist.. some of them even step on you as they walk and bush you deeper inside.. you think you are finished.. and the hole start getting in to you.. you feel like a part of its darkness when suddenly a hand grab your hand and start pulling you out..

with the hole sucking you.. and people bushing you.. only that one person try hard to get you out.. and you do get out.. well.. almost.. cuz the minute you get out you fall in again.. and people step on you again.. you feel like you won't get out this time.. you are stuck for good.. that will be your life from now on..

it will not get better.. nothing will ever..

ribbons..

from pink to gold.. and they just keep coming..
i guess i'll just get a rainbow ribbon and put it on all year long..

Forgive..

“Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it. “
Mark Twain

I think Oprah once said, “its an act of power to forgive”, or something like that.. it is actually an act of power.. I do believe that.. it takes lots of courage to silence all the voices in your head that screams “revenge” and just simply FORGIVE…

Yet.. forgiveness is not a power that everybody possess.. and revenge is bitter.. as much as sweet it looks before you do it..

But when you are stuck in between.. when there is no way for you what so ever to revenge.. yet you can’t find the strength in your soul to forgive.. when you know that forgiveness is the right thing to do.. but you are too hurt to do the right thing.. what then!!


I really wish someone can give me an answer…