if only you knew me!!

the other day i was watching re-run of a program that i only watch because i have nothing else to do..
but unlike every other time, this time the subject was interesting..
it was about racism.. and how people who don't know you can make up all bad expectations about you, but once they get to know you, they get shocked of how different you are.. from what they thought..
in this program, all the expectation were bad of course and raciest.. but after a "day in your shoes" they get to know that the other person is nothing different than themselves.. except for their skin color or religion.. etc..
during the whole thing someone said something like : if people knew me, they would know that i'm...... bla bla bla......

"if only you knew me" i guess if people i know really.. and i mean really knew me.. they'd be shocked.. of how different they'd find me .. from the me they thought they knew..

do i make any sense.. i don't think so.. and i don't mean to either..
my be its just my fever talking.. or the chocoholic damaged brain cells..




P.S: normally i would have a sensor to stop me from going that mad when i write, but she is not here.. so you can go ahead and blame her for stupidity i managed to write today.. but i have to warn you.. i can't tolerate and won't allow any thing to hurt her..