i miss rain..

its not fare that words can be so limited.. so restrained.. they mean what i want to say, but they don't even come close to describe the feeling...
when i say i miss you.. you don't really know how much i miss you.. you don't know how much meaning .. feeling.. that word carry..
its like feeling soooooooooooo sad, yet can't cry.. it hurts.. really hurts..

why everything have became so helpless to what i feel.. words that i say.. things that i write.. tears that i cry.. everything fail to describe what i feel.. have i gone so hard.. or so much..