what sadness brings rain

where did i hear that.. i'm sure its not mine.. even though i would've loved for it to be mine..
i'm sure if i squeezed my brain to the last drop of memory i will remember where have i read it.. but i don't have the strength to do that now..

strange feelings i have about rain... i don't remember having them before.. why do i have them now!! i don't know...

Have something happened for me in a rainy day that made me have special feelings for rain!! i don't know....

all i know is that i miss rain so much.. and i almost fly of happiness when it rains..

it did rain today.. light drops... i thought may be cause i mentioned it so much it actually visited me.. i walked in the rain.. bare foot.. in my summer pj's.. feeling the cold breeze.. the small droplets of rain on my face.. on my lips.. such a sweet taste..

i had to go inside eventually.. and the rain stopped.. but i still hope it will visit again.. may be tonight.. may be tomorrow morning.. i still hope it will..

sometimes i really do believe that my crazy thoughts does bring rain.. my sad thought.. my mad thoughts..